OK, so I've had a slightly less than eventful week. Forced overtime. Sleep. More forced overtime. Sleep. Higher up's realizing that the center is dead this month, forced over time cut back to 1/2 an hour a day Tues-Fri. Continued forced overtime. Blah.
I did go to Wal-mart last night with Shana and Tricia and happened upon a picture of my husband, Mr. Nick Carter, all up on Paris "Whorepants" Hilton. Jesus Christo Nikolas Gene! My heart is broken. I must now pnder if there is enough Lysol on the planet the get the slime trail and the whore film off of him. Ugh. True love is such hard work sometimes.
So, being that it is the beginning of the year, I have been working on my New Year's Idea's. The difference between an "idea" and a "resolution" being that with a resolution, you feel obligated to follow through, but with an idea, it's just something I'm thinking about, so I don't have that much guilt if I just let it go. See, see how that works out? So anyways, the actual list is at work, but I'm gonna list the ones I can remember here for ya:
1. Try to be nicer. I used to be really sweet. Everyone loved Kai. Now I just talk a lot of shit.
2.Stop lusting after unattainable boys.This does not include celebrities. It does, however, include boy w/girlfriends, wives, or gay lovers.
3.Be braver. I'm a pussy. I will start doing the things that scare me and I will not let my insecurities/trust issues/fear of rejection dictate my life.
4.Go down one pants size. That's all I really want to go down, then all my clothes will still fit, but nothing will be sung.
5.Quit my bitching and start accepting this little sister thing. Cause really, it's gotta happen eventually.
6.Decide what I want to do with my life. because living in my mothers house and being a call center peon is NOT my forever plan.
OK, that's all I can remember, but I gotta bounce, I finally tracked down a copy of BTVS: Chaos Bleeds for Gamecube (and NOT PS2!!), and I've got some vamps to slay. Later days!
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